October 13, 2011 -- Later
In the car
Cradling a mug
Of coffee
So strong
It hurts
It’s two a.m.
Miles ahead
Are black --
Black as the
Too strong
Coffee
We try to talk
My sister and I
I ask about
Her job
Her job
Her husband
Her life
She responds
And asks about
My son
My husband
My life
But one question
Keeps coming up
Why? Why?
Both of us
Are wrapped in our
Worry and fear and guilt
That we dare not voice
Because the tears
Will start
And
Not end
So we stare
At the uncertain road
Ahead of us
And pretend
To listen
To the tunes on the
I-Pod